Tatiana works on the Princess, a luxury pleasure yacht, where rich male guests mingle to drink, play cards and enjoy beautiful concubines. She works in administration, she is meant to be quiet and well-behaved, a cog in a well-oiled machine. But Tatiana – outspoken, brash, headstrong – isn’t the compliant type. She yearns for what she can’t have: sex, attention and the dangerous attractions of the enigmatic Guest 17. And now, she’s determined to get it.
Tags: dubious consent, sex dolls, MMF sex, degradation, slave training
Tatiana’s Awakening: excerpt
My job is to make sure the guests have the perfect stay. If a guest needs something or makes a request, I make sure he gets it.
I didn’t know places like this existed before I came to work here.
This yacht – the Princess – is the ultimate privileged man’s dream. The male guests get all their food and drink for free, and whichever of the sex dolls they want to do whatever they want with. The dolls have been trained and conditioned for one purpose: to give the male guests sexual pleasure.
I’m OK with it because this job pays my wages. Working here got me away from my hometown and out of the dead-end job I had before.
But I had been on the Princess for less than a month when I decided I wanted to be a sex doll.
The dolls just want to fuck or be fucked. They have all these postures they’ve learned and these ten or so sentences they’ve been taught to say – please fuck me, Sir – I’m here for your pleasure, Master – yes please, Master – and they are so unutterably compliant all the time. The men use them where and how they please, and the dolls love it.
No-one notices my job. I wait in the background, and I note which guest is using which concubine, and how he likes it. I work very hard to make sure he has a perfect stay. I stay in the background and I wear a deliberately boring uniform, and none of the guests even knows that I exist.
I can’t get the image of the cocks sliding into and out of the women’s bodies out of my head. I can’t take my eyes off the sight of the men’s strong backs driving themselves into a girl or the sight of a girl writhing her body against him… And the sounds they make. It’s making me go out of my mind.
I’ve worked here long enough now that I have my favourites among the male guests, and I fantasise about them all the time. Of course, it doesn’t help that we’re not allowed to have sex.
I want the cocks, you see. I want the hard shafts plunging into me. I want the rough hands on my hips while the guest sates himself inside me, talking to a business colleague about stocks and shares above me. Maybe he’s even forgotten what I look like by now, but it doesn’t matter because my cunt is warm and wet and fuckable, and he’s going to use me to get himself off, and if he doesn’t want me again, there will always be another guest who does.
It’s another eight months until I can go on leave again, and I lie awake at night, unable to sleep because I want to fuck so bloody much.
The last week has driven me over the edge because Guest 17 is here again. I know I should stay away from him, I know he’s powerful and dangerous, but I can’t. I’ve got a stupid crush on him.
He’s gotten inside my head.
He’s a jerk and an asshole, and I feel stupid because I want him to touch me. I feel alive when he’s in the room with me. I want him so badly. I want him to want me.
He is a terrible person and I know that and I still want him.
I want him to abuse my breasts while I’m chained to a bed and I can’t stop him. I want him to rip at my clothes and pull my legs apart and fuck me. I want to know what it would feel like to have his hard dick inside me, grinding into me while he shows me again and again in vile and unpredictable ways that he is the boss.
Tatiana’s Awakening is an erotic novel by Pixie Isobella, coming this week. Published courtesy of the All These Roadworks partnership program!
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